Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Title Less

Who am I, where am I from?
What am I, where do I belong?

In a world that expects explanations,
A world with a desire to define definitions.

I twist and turn until I break,
to fit inside of a cultural cage.

A cold steal cage without expansion or growth,
a self restricting agreement a suffocating oath.

So who am I?
I am me.
I dont define You.
and You don't define Me

-Dymun Fengshui

18-25

i am my own worst enemy
What has gotten into me?
So restless yet such a lack of energy.
i wish i could change things,
or at least see them differently.
But i can't, i can't seem to control it.
Pressure from inside.
So hard to withhold it.
i am my biggest problem
No solution or way to solve it.
i cannot seem to fix or resolve it.
In my mind, dark thoughts reside.
What i find, i may not live to see 25.
Ten times a day i think about THE END.

- Dymun Fengshui

Glaucoma

Sharks, Spiders, Snakes
What's your biggest fear?
Mine is the fear of change
Unable to control, unable to steer.
What if one day everything is different?
And what was valued in the past,
everyone forgets it....
What if you wake up and don't where who you are.
Don't remember how you got here,
how you got so far.
Don't remember how you turned into,
the person that you are.
Don't remember how you were wounded,
marked with all these scars.

Wake up in a new world,
with new responsibilities.
Got things to do got bills to pay,
House, car, and utilities.

We tend to wish our life away,
Now is never enough.
Making ourselves slaves of the future,
Unable to break the cuffs.
We move so fast and consume so little,
that our lives become a blur.
Warped and distorted,
a fuzzy vision of the world.
All we know is now and don't remember whats in our past.
So focused on the destination,
we forget to enjoy the path.
Sometimes we need to breathe,
slow down and think
because life is here today
but can be taken in a flash.

Dymun Fengshui